- this is going to be a public entry
- December 16th, 2009
just reading my previous entries over the past few years, i am TRULY astonished at how far I have come and how far I have yet to go.
See, I think a higher power was testing my patience with these guys I dated...Lowes' Drama Queen who was asked to sing liturgical music for a commercial for close to a million dollars, the biggest flaming homo from Arkansas, the latin/chocolate queen, the one who made promises he could never keep, the theater queen, the turbo bottom who went to jail for a few years for stealing, the one who never wanted to work, the pothead, and the one who was so creative yet never took the time to find himself...the list can go on...but one thing is for certain, I never dragged myself down. Granted, a couple of these guys were OK, but when I am accused of being somebody that I am not, then the hell with you. Took me 29 1/2 years to finally find the right person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I am lucky, but he tells me everyday how lucky he is that he has me. I think that is what love is. There is no perfect love, but a love that is strong, in spite of ones differences...as long as there is truth, honesty and compassion, and all those wonderful things that make a relationship complete, there will always be that bond.
moving to washington dc has proved to be a fruitful and one of the best choices that I have ever made in my life. thank you higher power for bringing me to where i am at now. i can say i am truly blessed with a great paying job, a loving partner, a great home, great friends, family and most important, my emotional stability is finally to the point where i can focus on myself now and my future.